Sunday, August 08, 2004
Miss You
I don't know why i am penning this here but mebbe i want it recorded for posterity. This will be proof that i am neither vain nor adamant. I am beginning to believe i am a YO-YO, never ever meant to experience prolonged periods of one constant emotion. DAMMIT. These days i am going crazy. Saw some dodo having Rava Idli at the snackteria last week and went through the same horrible set of emotions. Felt like doing sthg like
)(&**(&%^&$^#$)^()+_
The point is, this seems to be happening more often than not - anytime i see Beer or Chinese food or James Bond movies..The other day i saw someone buy Pure Magic biscuits and i felt like yanking it off his hands. Why even that doggone piece i wrote in that stupid book comes back to haunt me ..And to top it all, that unexpected meeting yesterday. Why is it that destiny always plays cruel tricks - just when i think its time to move on, the past comes back from nowhere to haunt me yet again.
FF, much water has flown under the bridge, we have both changed but why is that i am still stuck with memories of our great days together. We've tried everything except starting off from scratch again - Mebbe we shud give it one last shot - for old times sakes. There have been occasions when all i wanted to do was just sit besides you and hear you sing
"Kiska hai yeh tumko intezaar main hoon na..."
Yeah, you heard it right. I actually wouldn't mind listening to you sing in Hindi (: How i wish you were reading this now :< Hope you read this someday. Miss you like crazy.
)(&**(&%^&$^#$)^()+_
The point is, this seems to be happening more often than not - anytime i see Beer or Chinese food or James Bond movies..The other day i saw someone buy Pure Magic biscuits and i felt like yanking it off his hands. Why even that doggone piece i wrote in that stupid book comes back to haunt me ..And to top it all, that unexpected meeting yesterday. Why is it that destiny always plays cruel tricks - just when i think its time to move on, the past comes back from nowhere to haunt me yet again.
FF, much water has flown under the bridge, we have both changed but why is that i am still stuck with memories of our great days together. We've tried everything except starting off from scratch again - Mebbe we shud give it one last shot - for old times sakes. There have been occasions when all i wanted to do was just sit besides you and hear you sing
"Kiska hai yeh tumko intezaar main hoon na..."
Yeah, you heard it right. I actually wouldn't mind listening to you sing in Hindi (: How i wish you were reading this now :< Hope you read this someday. Miss you like crazy.
